Torn

I still can't believe Megan Fox married Brian Austin Green already. The couple had a private ceremony on the beaches of Hawaii last June 24th. Boo, I just couldn't get over it.

More Than Happy

Life has been really good to me lately. I'm doing good in school (I hate cutting classes now), my professors are approachable, my friends and blockmates are very supportive, and my loved ones never failed to make me smile. Thanks to the people who has always been there for me, especially my parents since they're the most understanding and loving people in my life. I'm sorry for being such a spoiled brat. But last but not the least, I want to thank God for giving me another chance to change myself for the better each and everyday. I will always be faithful to You.

For Once I Felt Contentment

My parents just got back from the States last Tuesday and as usual, it's a Filipino tradition to actually expect a pasalubong from your loved ones who got back from abroad. My parents went there for a conference and to visit my mom's side of the family. Before they left, they gave us tasks (mostly to me since I'm the eldest) so that we already know what to do while they're not around. True enough, my brothers and I didn't know what to do because it was the first time they left us 'parent-less' for two weeks. But wow, I can't believe we survived. Whew! Anyway, back to what I was saying, they promised to bring home iPads for us if we don't give them headaches while they're away. I really wanted that iPad for some reason. Maybe because it's a fad? I don't really know, but I wanted it--not to mention it's kind of pointless because I already have an iPhone. So yeah, I did what my parents wanted me to do, I even covered and labeled my younger brothers' books! Never in my life, I swear. I felt so responsible that day. Haha! Spending two weeks with my brothers made me realize a lot of things, I enjoyed the things I do not usually do and felt like an ate for the first time eveeeeer. I just couldn't believe I cared for my brothers THAT much.

My parents brought home the usual pasalubongs like chocolates, Ferrari ballpens, Porsche keychains (akala ko kotse na eh), Lakers pens and jerseys, and more. But what surprised me is when my dad took out two iPads from their bag--both were for my brothers. Believe me, it gave my the shock of my life. They bought me a really nice Gucci bag but I wasn't able to show them my appreciation that much because honestly, I was expecting an iPad. Maybe I just got used to having what my brothers have. It's a funny thing though, when we were still kids, I used to own pokemon and yugi-oh cards just like them. And I thought yeah, maybe I just didn't like feeling left out. It's just a bigger version of my iPhone anyway. Better, actually! They can't text and make calls with her iPads. Hah! I finally got over it! My brother gave up their iPods and gave it to me instead, I guess it's because they saw how down I am. Pfft, iPads are too fragile for me, I'm good with my super handy iPhone. ;)

Mom, I know you're reading this because you recently found out I have a blogspot account and this is you're new way of stalking me. Hahaha! Thank you so much for the Gucci bag, I love it!

“If size is all that matters, how come the whale is endangered

and the ant continues to do just fine?”

A Love Story

Created: June 25, 2010

I think the poem says everything.

I didn't do this because I was bored, nor because I was required.

I did this because I'm very very inspired.

I love you so much, babe. This is for you.

I first met you on the month of June,

I was wishing we can be good friends soon.

I never thought you'd notice me,

Since I'm a girl who not really all can see.

I met you for the second time on the month of July,

My heart stopped beating when you said hi.

I asked myself 'Am I dreaming?'

I couldn't even catch myself breathing.

I met you for the third time on the month of August,

You told me you like me as words came out like gust.

Little by little, I realized I was falling in love with you,

And on the 14th of the month, you said you love me too.

Now we're together, I'm still getting to know you more each day

And everytime you look into my eyes, all I wanna say

Is that I hope you won't leave me, every night I pray

'Cause always and forever in my heart you'll stay.

Tuesday

Created: September 22, 2009

Because English class was hella boring.

I was so random, it's freaky.

I start the day with PE class,

Swimming seriously hurts my ass.

I hate Ultra's filthy water,

It makes me wanna throw up and jitter.

We eat fast food early in the morning.

Stress and brood, we forget by indulging.

I thought college was really fun,

but I was wrong and now I want it all done.

Accounting class was terribly dull

Attending that was futile and null.

I was trying to listen but it was too complicated

'Isn't it?' and 'Yah?' in my mind was overrated.

Now I'm writing this poem during English class,

A subject I truly am eager to pass.

I see myself now as a ditzy fool

Shit man, Tuesday is so not cool!

Pera

Created: May 2009

Finally, something not about love. Hahaha!

I did this for Summer Headstart Filipino class again.

I miss Ginang Bertis, she was really nice.

Pera ang sagot sa suliranin ng naghihirap na bayan.

Pera ang sagot sa isang may sakit na nahihirapan.

Pera ang kailangan upang sumigla ang pamayanan.

Pera ang pinagmamalaki ng mga makapangyarihan.

Pera ang hinihingi ng mga bata sa lansangan.

Pera ang ninakaw ng mga bilanggo sa kulungan.

Pera ang tinataya ng mga nasa sugalan.

Pera ang dahilan ng gulo sa bayan.

Pera ang inaasam-asam ng mga naghihirap.

Pera ang hinihintay ng mga nagsusumikap.

Pera ang pabuya sa tapat na mamayanan.

Pera ang ikinabubuhay ng sambayanan.

Pera ang sinasandalan ng ating pamahalaan.

Pera ang dahilan ng mga ayawan.

Pera ang pambayad ng kuryente, tubig, at bigas.

Ngunit hindi nito matatapatan ang pag-ibig na wagas.

Money is evil, I tell you. Evooool.

Bigo

Created: May 2009

Summer Headstart 2009 (Filipino class), the month before we officially entered college. We were asked to do a poem just about anything so, yeah.

Now this one's for those people who have damaged hearts.

I made this for someone I wish never existed. Enough said.

Hindi lubos maintindihan itong aking nararamdaman

Isipan ko'y tila ikaw lang ang nilalaman.

Araw man o gabi, siya ang aking hinahanap

Siya na nga ba talaga ang aking pinapangrap?

Sa tuwing kasama ko siya, tumitigil ang mundo ko

Kakabit pa nito ang tibok ng aking puso.

Winika ko sa aking sarili, sana'y hindi ito panaginip

Tunay na pag-ibig na nga ba? Ako'y napaisip.

Mahal ko na siya at sigurado na ako,

Ito ang sinisigaw ng aking isip at puso.

Masaya ako at totoong pag-ibig ay natagpuan ko na.

Isang pag-iibigang pinagtagpo ng tadhana.

Ngunit nang tumagal, nalaman kong isa kang pagkakamali

Hindi na kita nais makitang muli.

At dahil iniwan mo akong sawing-sawi,

Gusto na kitang making magbigti.

Wagas na Pag-ibig

Created: January 12, 2006

I made this poem during my freshman year in highschool.

I find it weird because I did this out of nowhere and I didn't really have a boyfriend that time. Who inspired me to do this then?

Was I this desperate? And woah, it's in Filipino.

Mahal kita at yoon ang totoo,

Wala nang sino mang makapagbabago.

Kapag kasama ka'y kakaiba ang pakiramdam,

Ikaw na nga siguro ang matagal ko nang inaasam-asam.

Nang sinabi mo sakin na mahal mo rin ako,

'Di maintindihan ang sigaw ng puso kong ito

Pangako mo sakin ay hindi malilimutan

Batid mo'y pagmamahalan magpakailanman.

Kaya't ang iyong yakap ay 'di malilimutan

Pag-ibig na ipinagtapat sa akin ay pinahahalagahan.

Sa akin lang naman, sana ay magtagal,

Ang wagas na pag-ibig na aking ipinagdasal.

Was I love drunk or something? Geez.

Still amazes me that I get better writing in Filipino each year.

Bakit Ako Napapatingin Sayo?

Created: September 8, 2005

I made this poem for Filipino class back in 6th grade.

Surprisingly, my brother found this junk again a few months ago.

I still can't imagine myself writing like this at the age of 11, wow.

And not to mention I got the highest grade. Haha! How the heck did I do this?

Tuwing ikaw ang nakikita ko,

Bakit kaya? Ito ba'y totoo?

Hindi malaman, ano ba ito?

Natural ba ito sa isang tao?

Kapag tulala, ikaw ang nasa isip

Para bang tulad ng isang panaginip.

Noon ko nalaman, siya na nga ba talaga?

Para akong nakarinig ng isang musika.

Kapag nakikita ka, ako'y may kaba

Takot ba ito, o pag-ibig talaga?

Magulo sa isip, o isang panaginip?

Oras na ba talaga upag 'di na mag-isip?

Tuluyan na ba talagang ipagpapatuloy ito

Bakita nagkaroon ng damdaming 'di magbabago?

Hindi maglalahong magandang pagpuri,

Puri nga ba o isang minimithi?

Dapat nga bang burahin sa isip

Isang damdaming pasilip-silip

Hindi maunawaan ang puso kong ito

Bakit ako napapatingin sayo?

Puppy crush much?

Pardon my fail punctuations.